Elaine Kinsey

Today was yet another one of those times where I worry about something too much but it turns out to be completely fine. 

I was super worried that I wouldn't get the beats right or something, but to my surprise, I apparently did really well?

Rebecca also said that I'm much more grounded which I guess goes along with the fact that I'm a lot more comfortable here than I was at the beginning of the year, which is really good, because I can't say the same about many other aspects of my first semester in college. 

So, doing something that scares you, that thing turning out to not be that scary, and having an amazing time because you tried. 

Trying to follow this idea is basically my entire life struggle; I mean, it's what I wrote my college essay about at least! And, to be honest, taking this class was kind of part of that too. I've noticed in life that some of my best memories are from times I stepped outside my comfort zone, and for someone who hasn't done acting stuff since elementary school (aside from some amateur voice acting projects in high school) taking this class was definitely a step for me!

The thing is though, even though I know I need to stop worrying, I can't seem to do it.  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

And that's kind of the thing about acting. You just need to trust yourself and do what your gut is telling you. It's really nice; being in this class has helped remind me about what's important in life, and the lessons I've learned here are more than applicable to life in general. I'm really grateful to have taken this class, learning all these life lessons, having a non-judgmental environment to come to, and meeting all of you awesome people!

The truth is, it's been kind of an anxiety-ridden semester for me, so it's really nice to have this space where I can relax, trust myself, and be supported. I'm really gonna miss this class!